| Location | Philadelphia Pa |
| Age | 19 years |
| Date of Birth | 16/07/1988 |
| Date of Death | 15/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 716 since 04/06/2009 |
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The Day he left is the worse day of my life. It was a sudden illness we did not know he had. it took his life in 12 hours. A nightmare i will never wake up from. I still dont understand why he was never sick everything was fine until that day. And to this day almost 1 year since his angel date i still dont have any real answers. But i guess i will never know the truth. And that makes it so hard to go on but i know EJ would want me to and i know i need to be here for his little brother who he always protected when he was here i need to make sure he is ok and is able to live and find some kind of normal so as bad as i feel i know he feels worse he lost his only sibling and life is so lonely for him now. So for him i live on in pain but i go on.
E.J. is the light of my life. I could never have asked for a better son. He was my bestfriend he was always there for me when i needed a friend or someone to talk to. I was 17 when i had him so in some ways we grew up together. He was one of the 3 best things to have ever come into my life.It was always me my husband and the 2 best sons a mother could have ever asked for. we are a family that now seems so incomplete life will truely never be the same again. He was always a good child never selfish he would always put others first.He loved music even taught himself how to play guitar. Man what i wouldnt give to hear him play and tap his feet on the floor even just one more time. I used to ask him to stop cause it made such a racket but now the silence is deafening now i miss it so much. I miss him so much i miss his smile, his laugh, his hugs, his voice, his face. I know he is my angel in heaven now and i know he is in a much better place then we all are now. But i will never be ready to let him go. I now just hold onto that one day we will be together again.There is so much more i could say about him so many more wonderful things but how do you put into words 20 years of love and greatness that should have not ended yet he had so many hopes and dreams that he will not beable to do here but i know he is doing them in his new life one without pain or fear only love and happiness. And in that comes my only comfort.It is now up to me and his dad and brother to keep him alive here, I make sure all of his things are kept just like he liked them it makes me feel like he is not really gone just in the next part of his life. I love you Bud
One Day
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Everytime i think of you
My heart just skips a beat
For i know that one day
In Heaven we will meet
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For each and every new day
I hurt a little more
But i know for certain
We'll meet outside Heavens door
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
So until we meet again
Ill send you all my love
For there'll be a new beginning for us
In Heaven up above
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LOVE ALWAYS PAT XXXX
copyright� Vicky Deaville 2009
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AWAY ON HOLIDAY 2ND TO THE 9TH LOVE TO ALL YOU ANGELS THINKING OF YOU ALL XXXXX
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FOR WEDNESDAY 2ND SEPTEMBER
Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.
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FOR THURSDAY
Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.
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FOR FRIDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
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FOR SATURDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
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FOR SUNDAY
Love Lives On
Those we love
Are never really lost to us –
We feel them
In so many special ways-
Through friends
They always cared about
And dreams they left behind,
In beauty that they added to our days...
In words of wisdom we still carry with us
And memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.
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FOR MONDAY
If Roses Grow in Heaven
If roses grow in Heaven Lord
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved ones arms
and tell them they're from me.
Tell them I love and miss them,
And when they turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
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FOR TUESDAY
Still With Us
Do not stand by my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am a diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there...I DID NOT DIE.
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I am away for a few days break from sunday 23rd until tuesday 25th...so i'll light you candles now and send you all my love...see you tuesday afternoon angel xxxxxxxxxx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FORSUNDAYƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
*★ * Take Care our beautiful angel *★ * In Heaven Up Above *★ * And Until we See You *★ * We Send Up All our Love *★ *
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR MONDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
ჱܓIf every tear we shed for you Became a star up above. You'd stroll in Heaven's Garden Lit with ever Lasting Love. ჱܓ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR TUESDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
♥ Watch Over Us From Heaven ♥ And Help Us Through This Pain ♥ We Will Always Love And Miss You ♥ Until We Meet Again ♥
SENT WITH LOVE.xXx
ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ ჱܓ
Dear Angel........
If we could only speak to you,
And hold your loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know you'd understand.
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Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane we so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
ჱܓ ჱܓ
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our lives to share,
But in our hearts you're always there.
ჱܓ ჱܓ
Your presence we miss,
Your memory we treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.XxXxX
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Letter From Heaven
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
(Unknown)
Love Mary xxxx
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